Sometimes I cheat.
And look at his facebook page.
Although we aren't facebook friends anymore, I can still see most of his site because his isn't set on private like mine is.
Today I saw his latest album.
He's growing out his hair.
[which is something I alway wished he would do]
He's taking much more pictures.
[which is something I always asked him to do]
He's taking his pictures using the same style as I do.
[which is something that interests me]
I, on the other hand,
Am not changing anything about my appearance.
Am taking a signifigant less amount of pictures.
Am trying to switch up my photography style.
i don't know what's going through his head.
i wish i knew what was going through my own.
Maybe someday I'll understand.
And know the truth.
Do I believe him? Or everyone else?
I chose to believe my heart; him.
Someday, I will understand.